Have More Determination

The Spirit of Adventure

This memoir will allow the reader to realize that life is simply not about the struggle and the abuse he or she may encounter, but it is more about the courage and the ability to never give up.

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Shattered Soul: The True Story
of a Child Soldier

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About Me

Essi Bagheri

Courage to Come Back !

Essi Bagheri born in Iran raised as a suicide bomber changed his life around to help those who are struggling from addiction, to become the guiding light he could not find during his time of misery, a person who struggled through from being an alcoholic and passing through multiple terrain as a refugee, to finally achieve his destination Vancouver. He brings to you the will, the way to fight through the never ending darkness in the life of an addict person the best and most helpful method that is tried and tested on him.

TEDx Alief 2020.

Child sexual assault victim. Boy soldier. Teen father. Adult recovering drug addict. This is a story of life – the way it knocks you down, lifts you up, pulls you apart, and makes you not want to breathe again. This is the story of Essi’s struggle to pick himself up against all adversity, period. From his traumatic childhood experience as a boy soldier in the Revolutionary Guard in Iran,Essi Bagheri’s life is as fascinating and compelling, as it is dark and turbulent. Essi Bagheri is a Mental Health Coach specializing in trauma and addiction. He is also a keynote speaker. Child sexual assault victim. Boy soldier. Teen father. Adult recovering drug addict.This is a story of life – the way it knocks you down, lifts you up, and pulls you apart, makes you not want to breathe again. This is the story of Essi’s struggle to pick himself up against all adversity period.From a traumatic childhood to a boy soldier in the Revolutionary Guard, Essi Bagheri’s life is as fascinating and compelling, as it is dark and turbulent. 17 treatment centers, 29 detoxes,To become transformational mentor stop Fearing the Dark, that’s Where the Light Lives. This talk was given at a TEDx event using the TED conference format but independently organized by a local community. Learn more at https://www.ted.com/tedx

TEDx Alief 2020.

Child sexual assault victim. Boy soldier. Teen father. Adult recovering drug addict. This is a story of life – the way it knocks you down, lifts you up, pulls you apart, and makes you not want to breathe again. This is the story of Essi’s struggle to pick himself up against all adversity, period. From his traumatic childhood experience as a boy soldier in the Revolutionary Guard in Iran,Essi Bagheri’s life is as fascinating and compelling, as it is dark and turbulent. Essi Bagheri is a Mental Health Coach specializing in trauma and addiction. He is also a keynote speaker. Child sexual assault victim. Boy soldier. Teen father. Adult recovering drug addict.This is a story of life – the way it knocks you down, lifts you up, and pulls you apart, makes you not want to breathe again. This is the story of Essi’s struggle to pick himself up against all adversity period.From a traumatic childhood to a boy soldier in the Revolutionary Guard, Essi Bagheri’s life is as fascinating and compelling, as it is dark and turbulent. 17 treatment centers, 29 detoxes,To become transformational mentor stop Fearing the Dark, that’s Where the Light Lives. This talk was given at a TEDx event using the TED conference format but independently organized by a local community. Learn more at https://www.ted.com/tedx

We have all the answers in our hearts
we just have to ask the right question

- Essi Bagheri, 2020

Interviews and Meetings

Shattered Soul: The True Story of a Child Soldier

This is a story of life – the way it knocks you down, lifts you up, and pulls you apart, makes you not want to breathe again. This is the story of Essi’s struggle to pick himself up against all adversity period.

From a traumatic childhood to a boy soldier in the Revolutionary Guard, Essi Bagheri’s life is as fascinating and compelling, as it is dark and turbulent. Growing up in pre-revolution Iran, Essi witnessed first-hand the strict laws that were enforced once the new regime seized power.

After suffering a brutal assault at barely 9, young Essi seeks to redeem himself by joining the Revolutionary Guard. But after watching his friends die horrifically and pointlessly – cogs in the regime’s machine – Essi becomes disillusioned and resorts to drastic measures to get himself discharged.

What follows is an epic tale as Essi is forced into an arranged marriage and flees Iran after a drunken brawl. As he moves from country to country in an attempt to start over, his drug and alcohol abuse spin out of control. But it’s only at our deepest and darkest moments, that we can find the light. This is the story of Essi’s struggle for redemption and recovery, and eventually self-forgiveness.

Shattered Soul: The True Story of a Child Soldier

This is a story of life – the way it knocks you down, lifts you up, and pulls you apart, makes you not want to breathe again. This is the story of Essi’s struggle to pick himself up against all adversity period.

From a traumatic childhood to a boy soldier in the Revolutionary Guard, Essi Bagheri’s life is as fascinating and compelling, as it is dark and turbulent. Growing up in pre-revolution Iran, Essi witnessed first-hand the strict laws that were enforced once the new regime seized power.

After suffering a brutal assault at barely 9, young Essi seeks to redeem himself by joining the Revolutionary Guard. But after watching his friends die horrifically and pointlessly – cogs in the regime’s machine – Essi becomes disillusioned and resorts to drastic measures to get himself discharged.

What follows is an epic tale as Essi is forced into an arranged marriage and flees Iran after a drunken brawl. As he moves from country to country in an attempt to start over, his drug and alcohol abuse spin out of control. But it’s only at our deepest and darkest moments, that we can find the light. This is the story of Essi’s struggle for redemption and recovery, and eventually self-forgiveness.

Do Not Give Up Now

My message calls people up to be able to live from a place of love, for themselves, their friends, their family, and especially for strangers. Reconnecting with yourself and those around you. I would love to see people really see the people that sit beside them. To go home and love more, to be more grateful, for others to see other people as human beings. I want people to live with love, no matter what is going on in their world. Let’s set examples by living with love, being vulnerable, and expressing feelings of love, kindness, and gratitude. That is what will make the world a better place to live in.

Be the change you wish to see in the world.
Do Not Give Up Now!

I am in awe of what Essi has survived so it is with
great honor that I am nominating“Essi Bagheri for
the “Courage to Come Back Award”!

- Nadine Anthony